Dreams.

Yesterday, I had a dream of my ex girlfriend. She was showing me where her sister's bedroom, then i saw there's this pool right beside her house (I may be wrong because there were many dreams in that night). I saw her mum sitting on a chair looking at us, and that chair was next to a wall, she sat pretty still and watched us, i wonder why.

But i saw that smile, that time when i saw her she wasn't really older, she was wearing a black hijab and very happy, we talked for there's some party going on that with all the balloons and all, i kept wondering why was this dream a sign, because i've asked my Lord to erase everything about her in due time, but i asked him if i were to be destined then always make me remember her because of him, because i do not want to feel hurt.

I was a real pain in the ass, because i talk about the Lord. It annoys her much. I never intend to talk about him but i was worried that she might be swayed by the world that she forgets about the Lord. Thus, the only way to get rid of this worry is to provide supplicant (du'a) for her.

For one, dreams can be made by the devil or the Lord. However, i've recited all i need before i go to sleep, being in a clean state before i rest.

Perhaps the Lord is giving me some hope because he knows it better than i do. Wallahu'alam.

I know who i am. But i'm rather confused to not let it get into me, being egoistic and boastful. Within each word i read with Bismillah, i do not let the devil whisper to me that i'm the best, for Allah is the knowledgable.